ggguuurrrrr.....

right now im looking for a better picture where i dont look "puffy" in the face (did i really look that fat???). its so funny cus when i took that pic i thought i looked 'good'. proof that i really felt like i let myself go after gaining all that "water weight" from that dang sterroid...stupid lymphotic colotis. Anywho, Im just happy that its finnaly going down and that im not 130 anymore. getting way better :D
wow, i just cant get over how big i am in that pic!! its like looking at one of those weignt loss programs where they show you a picture and you think "yeah right, its totally edited" but WOWWWWW, I was FAAAATTT! to think that my husband still said he was attracted to me- lol, yeah right, hes such a sweet husband; telling me what i wanted to hear. I love that boy so much! <3 (its a heart mom, in computer form)
im interested in how its gonna be to have a blog. Its gonna be fun to see what i can put on this thing.